drabble: 'After 8 years'

“After 8 years”

By: Theresia Agnesti

Note: to fulfill the Giveaway from @onlaymon . this is a bad and fast drabble from me. hope you like this. Sorry for bad English and grammar.

Enjoy reading ^^

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"Hey, Sehuna. Are not you going home? We can take you "

"No. I'll take the last bus. You go first "I said it smiling.

"Okay. Take care" Chanyeol - my best friend since high school rushed into her car followed by his lover, Baekhyun. I waved my hand deliver their departure before I go to the nearest bus stop.

The streets of Seoul are already empty because my hands hours are shown at 11:35 PM KST, but I still want to have my own time. Here in. At this moment, reminisce.

I smiled sarcastically. My mind was spinning back in time 5 years ago when I was in last grade at high school. I slipped the letter without a name to his locker and waited at the bus stop all day. Yes at this bsu stop on this date five years ago, I waited until the day of change. Of course he did not come. The next day at school he showed like haven’t received my letter yet. The one hand I was happy because I do not have to reveal my feelings to him. On the other hand I was very disappointed not to be able to meet him.

One thing that I still remember until now, on the day of graduation, my last meeting with him. He saw me from afar with a look that hard to mean. Not look angry, upset, disappointed, or happy. His gaze seemed to say that he wanted to speak something with me. I looked at him, but he walked away. One more disappointment, I did not even say hello or congratulation at our graduation day.

"Stupid" I whispered sarcastically. Somehow I still think about it until now. He is a handsome boy and accomplished, of course he's married with the girl he likes, may now have children and live happily.

He did not even remember you stupid namja. Forget him! Whether it's the sound of an angel or a devil's voice is a voice in my heart. Still, my heart was reluctant to do so.

How could I forget that I liked since first year in high school. He is first namja that attract my  attention and my heart. The dancing is so pliable like a professional dancer while welcoming the new students, is able to hypnotize all the eyes of the beholder, including me. Either luck or misfortune, I succeeded be his classmate for 3 years at school but I do not even talk to him. He is a talented, friendly, and very well known. I bet he does not even have time to just know my name. Not even at our reunion last year, I can not see hhim because he did not come. He went out of the country, so the info I get from our classmates.

I looked over the streets, there are 24-hour convenience store. He always flown the store after school and I just stared at him from this bus stop. Imagininmg him walking out of the store and gulped down his favorite drinks, to tought that is like see what happened yesterday because I still remember it clearly. The curve of the face and neck. The Adam's apple movement when straightened drinks. The back of his hand always swab the sweat on his forehead . Ahh .. my face flushed even just by remembering that moment.

It seems that earlier voice was an angel. I had to forget about it. Think it Oh Sehun, it's been 8 years you liked him. You can not continue like him because you also have to get married. At least with a yeoja and have children. Life must go on Oh Sehun!

"Okay" I said. I stood up and decided to move before a voice hold me.

"This was not even at 00.00. do not you want wait me for much longer?” I turned around and found that namja who had been .. no, this time I think, about standing not far away.

"Kai .." I was finally able to call his name, in front of him and he smiled very sweetly.

"This may be too late. But I still want to hear what you want to say .. five years ago "now he's right in front of me at close range.

Raised my eyebrows. How does he know that the letter from me?

"At this stop five years ago you were waiting for me all day. As of this moment "he looked into my eyes. "I was around here that day but I did not find you"

"Wae?" he came

"Because I'm a hypocrite. I still do not accept the fact .." what?

"that a namja like me love you?" Interrupted impatiently.

"Anni" he shook his head. "Because I still do not accept the fact .. that I..." he paused. I'm curious. A little upset because he did not continue his words. He just looked at me. I raised my eyebrows trying to communicate verbally with him, but he just looked at me quietly. Say!

Kai took a deep breath and release it slowly. "I love you" lie!

"Long ago" I do not believe.

"Even before I received the letter without a name that you tuck in my locker" this isn’t possible.

Kai pulled my hand and made me who are still in a state of shock jerks. "I like you" Really? Can I trust what you say?

"Really" he kissed the back of my both hands. Why do you look more handsome when he said that?

"Marry me" I did not need to say anything else.

END