Tittle: FORGIVEN ME PLEASE
Author: smirkJ (a.k.a Theresia)
Casts: Kim Jongin, Kris, Yoo Gain (OC)
Rate: T
Length: 3k+
Note: This fanfic made to fulfill the
giveaway event from dearKIMJONGIN. Casts are theirs and God, OC are mine J sorry for bad English and
grammar. Sorry for many typo in this fanfic.
Happy reading ^^
March
2012
melodious music filled the room at a university
building. It was night, but someone still excited for the moves. A young man,
tall and proportionate body moves following the music, the sweat drip out of
his pores seemed to add the beauty of his skin. If there is word better than
‘perfect’ so the word suit to describe this young namja.
The music stopped.
"You won’t come home?" Someone
disturbing.
"Hyung ahh. Why are you bothering
me?" he look upset. "I'll go home later” he replied coolly and back
to dancing without music.
A man there shook his head and grabbed a
backpack with the initial 'KJ'. "You have to go home now" he threw a
jacket and pull him out of the room.
"I can go home alone hyung” He kept
trying to escape from the embrace of a higher namja and certainly much whiter than
him.
"Hyung!" He shouted when
they've arrived at the car park. "I take my own car"
"Leave it, its safe right? Come in"
without waiting for a reply, the white man pull his young brother who show the irritated
face.
"I missed something upstair"
that tanned namja trying to get out of the car, but his arm pulled rough by his
hyung.
"KIM JONGIN! Can’t you hear me just
for today?" the taller man explode. "If it wasn’t for your mother who
called me, maybe I won’t force myself come here when I should sleeping comfortably
in my bed and dreaming. Why do you successfully make your mother interfere with
me, huh?" Kim Jongin seemed surprised not because of anger but because his
hyung speaks not as short as usual.
"Kris hyung.." he called
softly. "Mianhae" he grabbed Kris’s arm and touching slowly. Don’t
forget his aegyo who always managed to mollify his lovely hyung.
Kris sighed deeply. "lets go home"
he started the engine. Not long the car was speeding divides Seoul cold night.
"Hyung will take me home?” Jongin
asked quietly. Kris shook his head. Inwardly Jongin very relieved and grateful
to his cousin. He had no intention of returning home this late and hearing his
mom nagging at him. Kris knew because he brings Jongin to his apartment. Just
this evening, it was the promise made by Kris and Jongin agreed. Jongin’s
university far from Kris apartments require a half hour travel time. after
parked his luxury car in VVIP area Kris turned into the passenger seat next to
him and find Jongin already slept.
"Kim Jongin .. Ireona .." Kris
tried to wake his cousin but he couldn’t. Kris snorted. He gave up and ended up
with holding Jongin into his apartment building.
Bukk
Kris just put the body into the mattress
on guest room in his apartment. He snorted again. "You turned out to be
too heavy" He saw Jongin either smiling or laughing at him happily in his
own dream. He releases Jongin’s sneakers, change Jongin’s position more
comfortable then enveloped him. "Have a nice dream my tanned boy.
Drrrtttt
The sound of the phone Jongin prevent
Kris to get out and back to sleep.
"Yeoboseo?"
"..."
"Jongin was sleeping. Nuguya?
"
".."
"Gain?" Kris glanced at Jongin.
"..."
"Ne. arra. Hmm .. "Kris hung
up the phone. He stared at Jongin for a moment then leave.
the
next morning ..
"Eughh" the tanned namja awake
and looking around with strangers. he woke up, move his body, make the bed look
cluttered. He sat on the edge of the bed and found himself wearing only socks and
shorts. The temperature in the room was warm. He smiled. Maybe Kris hyung did
it, he thought. he was very hungry. He walked toward the kitchen. He smiled
seeing his hyung prepared their breakfast. Felt being watched Kris raised his
head from his own world. "You awake?"
Jongin nodded. "You shouldn’t
prepare these all hyung" Jongin try to help Kris.
"Ani .. ani .. you just sit
there" Kris pointed to the bar in front of him. Jongin reject, keep trying
to achieve what is being done by Kris but Kris stopped Jongin and pushed Jongin
away.
Jongin give up and just sit at the
table. He saw Kris carefully. Kris is his cousin. His aunt kid from Chinese
businessman. It was no surprise that Kris has a face perfectly capable of
making yeoja and namja envy. Jongin just
jealous. In some cases Jongin also compete with Kris, for example yeojachingu
affairs.
"Cha .." Jongin realized.
"This is it. Kimchi fried rice ala Chef Kris" he stared at the plate
that contains the kimchi fried rice. "Hyung bought kimchi from grocery?"
Kris shook his head. "Your mother
delivered this kimchi and some snack yesterday. she want to visited me" Kris
put his plate and began to eat.
"Hyung .." Jongin calling
softly. "Mashita .." Jongin raised his hand holding a spoon and a
thumbs-up. Kris smiled happily. they ate happily until then Kris said
"someone called you last night"
"Nugu?" Jongin still enjoy the
food and not see Kris’s serious face.
"Gain" Jongin stop eating and
looked at Kris. "Gain .. he wants to see you"
Jongin throw his stare. His mind was
already raging. "she encountered Jongin"
Jongin smirked. He can not believe it.
"You were supposed to meet him hyung. You're already three days returned
to Korea, but you didn’t see him. He must miss you "re eating jongin
eating.
"Jongin, she wants to talk to you.
She wanted to apologize "
Silence. Only the sound of spoons and
forks that hold by Jongin heard. Kris didn’t eat anymore. He just stared at
Jongin hope his dongsaeng’s heart will melt.
Sreettt
Jongin stand up. "Come on hyung. I don’t
want to deal with her anymore. Go and meet her. Tell her Jongin already don’t
want to see you again. I hate her hyung!" He looked at Kris right in eyes.
He walked to the room and then came out with a shirt and backpack in hand.
"And one more hyung" Kris
stared Jongin already in front of the exit door. "Tell him what your
actually feel" Jongin takes a deep breath. "tell her that you love
her too"
Blamm
The door closed. Jongin was out of the
apartment, leaving Kris who was still looked apologetic.
March
1, 2015 Jongin Pov @ Incheon International Airport
"Jongin! Kkamjongin!" Someone
call my name when I came out of the aboard arrival gate. I smiled and waved
back the person who called me earlier. He hasn’t changed much except more
handsome and fashionable. No one, he is Kris hyung who hug me now.
"You miss me, eoh?" I’m
kidding. He showed the usual sardonic expression and punched my shoulder
softly. I smiled and he grabbed my suitcase carry. "Thanks"
He laughed because he didn’t have idea I
will speak in English. when the first school I was very ignorant in this
foreign language lesson and if my score is bad then Kris and 'she' will taught
me. Yes 'she'.
"You want go home?" Said Kris
hyung when we've got inside his car. Same car when drove to the airport two
years ago.
I shook my head. "I want to eat. I
really miss my favorite chicken restaurant" I looked at him and found him
nodded firmly.
"Kajja"
Arriving at the restaurant I immediately
greeted the owner. At first she seemed confused and trying to remember my name.
"Kim Jongin imnida" I smile and tell a few moments when I used to
come here. The owner remembered and nodding. She welcome us and I sat down in
my favorite place.
ten minutes later our food came. "Didn’t
you used to come here with Gain?" Asked ahjumma. I'm speechless. Kris
hyung see me and ahjumma in turn.
"Ne" I smiled stiffly. Why
ahjumma should mention that when I'm in a good mood. I don’t want to think
anything about the girl though this place saves a lot of memories with her.
"Gain,that beautiful sweet girl came
here a week ago. She said she had just come back from Japan and will be settled
in Korea. She asked about you" she touched my arm and made me look at her.
"If you came here she said she wanted you to see the message that have been
left on the walls of the usual place you both write messages. If I’m not forget
she said it was in the end of this alley hallway" I'm smile at her.
Message? For what? Wasn’t she happy to ruin my life? the girl doesn’t shame and
not give up. I don’t care.
"Well ahjumma I'll look it later.
Thank you for your message ahjumma" I bowed politely. Ahjumma left me and Kris hyung that I know - but I don’t
care- had been looking at me.
"Wae?" He was still silent.
"Just enjoy the food and then we go home. I'm not in good mood" I
grabbed my food and ate it quickly. He do the same thing. I don’t care. I won’t
see hers. It won’t.
Seoul,
March 9, 2015
Kris's
Apartment 22:45 PM KST
Author POV
A namja busy running back and forth like
a board. His hands crossed over his chest and his face was thinking about
something. His browness hair looks messy because crushed several times by the
owner.the else young man in the room was sitting, reading a sheet of paper
seemed to be working and he disturbed by the activity in front of him.
"Hey Kim Jongin!" He snapped
as he took off the glasses who had been perched on the nose. "Will you
stop running back and forth like iron? This isn’t a catwalk and it’s very
disturbing my beautiful eyes. You're thinking about something? you should encounter
what a burden your mind. It's getting late and I'm sure you won’t be able to
sleep before you finish the problem. Go "
"No" Jongin replied coolly.
"She is waiting for you"
"I don’t care" Jongin standing
back to Kris and stared down the streets of Seoul.
"You are very caring. I can see it
clearly. It's been five years passed. Meet her. She missed"
"..."
"Don’t torture yourself. Forgive my
past mistake"
"This isn’t about you hyung"
said Jongin with rising tone.
"This means about you. About you
are still prestige reveal if you also miss her. This isn’t about her and her
past mistake. This is about you that still prestige shows that you still love
her very much” Jongin look at Kris unbelievely.
"Go. She may still be waiting there"
Kris threw the car keys and catched easily by Jongin. Jongin still
flabbergasted. This is the first time a situation in which he clashed with his hyung
since he returned from London, lent his favorite car that was never driven by
anyone other than its owner, and the worst is his hyung knew he was thinking about something and
help him.
Jongin still silent. "You want me
to take you to see her?" Jongin woke up and immediately rushed. He took
the jacket of the room and dressed himself. "You know where she is?"
"Of course. she must be there.
Thanks for hyung " Jongin raised his thumb before leave.
"jiayo"
Jongin rushed out of the car. He looked
nervous. His eyes were busy searching. He looked at the face of every girl hope
one of them is a girl who was looking. he rushed because the clock already
showing 11.30 PM, half hour again today will end and he don’t want to repeat
same mistake. He continues to look for. Every girl he met come with their
couple, and he prepare if the girl that he looking for also brought her couple.
His legs kept walking. Thick lips fixed recite the girl name. He didn’t forget
the girl's face. Although it has been five years but Jongin still remember the
girl who is always present in his dreams.
Fifteen minutes longer. Jongin already
exhausted, but not against him to keep looking. Although he stepped quietly
searching for the place deserted. There’re only one or two pairs who are making
out there. Jongin sitting on the grass. He looked weak. No way she was still
waiting for him, he thought. It's the middle of the night and she must slept in
her bed. Sweat poured down his wetting throat. the tears could no longer be
unstoppable. He was weak. Not just physically, but his mind. He was stupid. If
he knew her address. if he saw leaved message down the hall of their favorite
chicken restaurant, if he doesn’t hold on to his dignity for five years. The
world seemed hostile and blame him.
"Mianhae" he whispered,
staring at the sky above. Tears still flowing.
"Pabbo" he heard something.
Just as her voice.
"I did. I'm sorry" he said
still staring at the sky, he think the sound is his hallucination.
"You really pabbo kkamjong!"
Jongin shock. He sat. Calls that not everyone knows, no his parent, just Kris
and ..
"Yoo Gain" Jongin turned
around and found the girl he was looking now stood looking at him.
The girl - Gain, smiling weakly. She
wore a red knee-length coat compatible with the smooth white skin. Her hair has
been painted brown. Her lips were pink seemed to pale because Seoul cold
weather. Her eyes were watery still looking at Jongin loyally.
"Are you crying?" Jongin got
up and grabbed her face in front of him. "Uljima"
"You also pabbo" she sobbed
quietly.
"Sssttt uljima. Jebal .." Jongin
raised looking straight into her eyes. Like magic, the girl stopped crying and
only sob quietly. Jongin do sweet smile and the girl looked embarrassed.
"I really missed this face"
Jongin regain her face with both hands and stared.
"This has been five years and you
just missed me?" Gain teased.
"Anni.. I miss you so much"
Jongin take her hands. "My pride even for five years isn’t able to cover
that I miss you so much"
"Gotjimal"
Jongin shook his head. "Really"
"How can I trust you? Even today
you don’t congratulate me" Gain face getting hotter as seen by Jongin. Tanned
boy was holding onto her hand and looked thoughtful. This girl right, he must
prove it. This is their first meeting after five years and he had to show it to
her if his love is still the same as five years ago. Gain starring on Jongin. "Soon
be 00.00" Jongin serious face looks very funny and she desperately hold
her laugh.
"Gotcha! I've got it. You want me
to show it now? "Gain nodded slowly. A little curious. For five seconds
Jongin prepare himself, fill his lungs with as much oxygen. Then ..
"YEOROBUN! NANEUN KIM JONGIN, YOO
GAIN NAMJACHINGU IMNIDA. SANGEIL CHUKKAE GAINAH. NA SARANGHABNIDA GAIN! Neomu
SARANGHAE YOO GAIN!” Jongin shouted and holding up Gain hand. Although it's midnight
but Jongin successfully attracted several couples there. Some of them were
smirking, just shook his head, clapping, raising both thumbs, even some girls
look at Jongin with sparkling eyes until their couple are jealous and move from
that place. Gain? she only able to look down embarrassed and blushed. She was shocked,
didn’t think Jongin will shout as loud as he attracts a lot of people.
"Are you happy?" Jongin wiggle
his hand trying to draw attention from Gain.
"You're stupid!" Gain hit Jongin
right in the chest. "It was very embarrassing"
"But you like it right?" Gain
silent. "Claimed it my sweet girl"
"Ne, ne Mr. Kim Jongin. I'm
pleased. but why do you have to yell like that? there’re other ways to prove it,
right? "Gain still defend herselves. Jongin seem to think. The girl in front
of him always can make him to do things outside of prestige. This time he had
to make she silent. "is it like this?"
"Huh?" Gain looked up to find
out what is Jongin mean. but lucky, Jongin has done proofing. He kissed right
on the ripe lips of his pretty girl. just kissed with a bit of emphasis, Gain
unable to resist.
"Sweet" Gain face flushed.
"Still same"
"M .. mwo?" Gain put a face
full of innocent.
"First .." Jongin thrust his
face into Gain’s left ear. "I ever touched these lips when its owner fell
asleep on my shoulder" his free hand gently touching Gain’s lips.
Gain shock. she thought her first kiss
was Kris, Jongin’s cousin. but in fact he is tanned namja that chewed in front
of her.
"Yak!" Gain threw their hands
up, Jongin recoiled. "was it you who stole my first kiss huh?! Watch out
Kim Jongin! "Gain catch Jongin who already run away. Though showing her
angry face but deep in heart she is happy because her namjachingu is her first
kiss not other man. she also laugh when Jongin ran in front of him and put ugly
funny face. They are happy.
"Agh!"
"CHAGIYA!" Jongin ran getting
Gain. "Gwenchana?" Gain nodded. "where is hurt?"
"Aniya. Gwenchana "Gain so
touched by his attention. "Gomawo"
"For what?" Jongin confused.
"To forgive and waiting for five
years" Jongin smiling touch her brown hair. "that should be me, pabbo.
I'm sorry I've been neglecting this for five years" they look at each
other. "Saranghae Yoo Gain .. yeongwonhi saranghae"
“Nado saranghae saranghae Kim Jongin.
Yeongwonhi.." Gain replied and hug his neck. they smiled happily.
"Cha .."
"Aa .. what are you doing?"
"Of course bring my
yeojachingu" Jongin said lightly. "couldn’t I?” Jongin keep step
lightly to Kris’s car.
”No”' shout Gain. "Put me down
now"
"cannot mam" said Jongin
quickly. "If you want to, then I will shout again in front of these
people" Jongin refers to couples sitting there. Of course Gain don’t want
be humiliated again by her namjachingu. She quite and gave up. she confronted
her face to the chest of her lover. "Wae?"
"I'm embarrassed stupid" Jongin
just smiled at his lover whisped.
"Where are we going?" Gain
asked once they have been in the car.
"Where are you going? of course to
my apartment dear. We must celebrate your birthday"
Gain rounded her eyes. Her instinct said
it should be bad. "I'm going home" she pleaded when Jongin turn on
the car engine.
"Ani .. we have to celebrate it
until morning" Jongin joked.
"TAKE ME HOME NOW!" Gain
yelled. Her face was a little scared.
"No" Jongin replied firmly.
Accidentally firm.
"Put me down"
"no baby.. I’m yours for
tonight" Jongin whispered in Gain’s ear that makes her skin crawl.
Hell no ..
END
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